routined!


hot and talented.



for better or worse,
i still love you.

unexpected

ibm wrote;
You know, thinking back, I really shouldn't have done what i did to you last time. I have left you in the lurk unannounced. I regret all of it. If I could turn back tthe hands of time, I would take away all of the tears and jeers. Seriously I would. Damn, I regret it.


fucking random, but i fucking cried,
i miss you alot!
i want time to turn back!


4/10.complicated yet meaningful

kindly unspoken



for the better or worse,
life still moves on.
endless thoughts.
ah fuck!
silence speaks louder than words

and then.

i need someone who i can get along with real well.





True Love

is like a tattoo..
it hurts when it bleeds
but it feels good within
& last forever till the end of your time.
- CHINO




Goodbye may come as a shock.

Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe.

no point sleeping if you can't even focus on what you're dreaming.
lethargic? very.
at least mamat is here to chat with me.
thank you so much.

in life



LIFE.
we are too caught up with it,
that we sometimes forget who we are
in other times we pretend to be someone we' re not.
nothing was ever enough to fill our life.
shame that we don' t appreciate things around us.
we focus on what we want than what we need.
for once, be thankful.
at least you' re still breathing.

whatcha say?



today is gonna be the day that they gonna throw it back to you.
from people who thinks i need them to stand.
i can't jolly well do it better without you
after all i don't even need you.
i' m tired of aimless accusations, uninvited temper.
you just never change.
sympathy is what makes me stay and endure
i wanna live life for myself.
oh boy, i have expectations.
i' m strong enough to stand on my two feet without your support.
honest.