april 24th.

school was fun.
it has always been fun.
its friday and i have no shifts.
0__0 "
rotting at home is gonna be boring.
i miss meyra and sakina like alot.
ah fuck my eyes are heavy.
i think i better catch on my sleep.
and perhaps continue blogging at night.

im running out of patience

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart.

i nearly said this.
'i regret being with you.cause its still similar to the past relationship'
i know things would change if i were to say this.
i need to spent time with you too.

for everything ;
im sorry

everyone has secrets

are you keeping any secrets from your friends?
yes plenty of it
do you have a friend that tells everything bout you to your enemy ?
i know i have.
does your bf's friend thinks you're a control freak?
i know she assumes that way
do you feel like confronting your friend?
yes!

but for the moment i think silence is best.
i don't need hypocrites.

what are your fears?

For me ;
small spaces with no exits.
heights.
death.
rejection.

i got a five hour shift at 3.
fcuk im too shagged to go to work
this job is boring
if you eat,sleep,smell coffee for 7 mths
but the partners keep me coming baybeh
altough im tired
just being around them rejuvenates me.