kurt cobain and etc.





KURT COBAIN
by far he is the god of rock
too bad he's not around anymore.
im trying to get a poster of him.
but it cause a bomb nowadays/

and i wanna step my foot on grand canyon
before i die.
the view is so fucking nice.
orgasm liao

i didn't expect singapore to be this spectacular during night time

i think im kental cause i have no facebook account ahaha
lazy wanna create account la



ok im dead tired.
pie pie!
clowns are stupid!

i want to hug you so bad.i miss you like hell mr trader
if you're reading this text me,
-to you know who you are

dear iqbal


I MISS YOU LIKE HELL,
your hugs, your jokes, your company
playing the thumb game with you
giving you the thumb lock, slapping you
bringing me to places i've never been to
i miss you calling me baby,
i miss sitting by the riverside with you
you were perfect in every way
I MISS You

when you think your friend is okay/good/perfect
think twice, cause anything can happen.
yesterday was a nightmare.
im traumatised.
don't ask me why. i ain't gonna talk bout it anymore
i trusted you. how stupid.
a guy like you don't deserve anything from me.
i dunno what's happening to me

depressed

a chinese girl over me,
GREAT HOW GREAT!
IM ENDING EVERYTHING
GOODBYE.
i will always love you

-____-

you will never feel or know how hurt i am
cause u dont care
bottom line, i miss you

quoted


"Baby i love you and I'll never let you go.
At times, we may lose that faith in between but be rest assured that the strength will come back in time so that everything can run smoothly back again.
There's a silver lining on each grey cloud. And the night is definitely the darkest just before daybreak."




"baby...i love u very much.
i know lately i have not been myself.
I have not been giving u the adequate attention that you need from you. I am so very very sorry for that. I didnt mean it to happen. I love you very much. i will make up for the loss time one day but just not now. Because now, as ive told you, my finances are very low and I cant seem to go anywhere without the moolahs. Its like im dead without it. I know you will say that we can not need money when we meet. Yes mmg betul duit tak ya pakai kalau jumpe, tapi tak best kan. Kalau nak pi makan ke, minum air ke...takde duit camne? And I am really that broke at this current moment. Coke pun I tak mampu beli cam i cakap time tu.
Jadi I harap u dapat faham, nanti kalau my finances dah ok balik, then we can return to the period where i dance around you almost every day.
Alrite sweetz ?"


what happen to all these promises?
you dont promise me something and walk away
be a man of your words
or is these just plain sweet talks?
are you a contradictor?
are you a liar?
im ending it now.
find me if you wish



honest.

you've been a part of me so long
just not the part that keeps me strong
you've been a part of me, and i know
that i will miss you when you go





'im willing to go through the ups and downs with you
not only the ups.
give me the chance to undergo it with you
pls, i beg '

contradictor!

i know every single fucking thing!

out of frustration

he is a sweet talking motherfucker
whats new bout guys/.
you can stop the changes.
but you choose to ignore it.
it sucks to know you're the third party.
at the end of the day,
'what did i do to deserve this?'

i just wish
i can disappear.
i dun want this life anymore.


and when your instincts tell you
you're the third person.trust it
you always pick the best time to drop the worse line
enough said.

its gonna be one hell of a day./
yest was fun=)
i feel like eating nasi lemak and drink soya bean

i hate clowns, they look stupid.
the end/.haha

09 may 2009

and when its over, all thats left are memories.



i dreamt bout you skaterboy.
why?

030509-

and at the end of the day,
im just fine.
it will always be a better day tomorrow.

its just 3 mths


i miss this.

im at my lowest of the lowest point in life
and you cant even be here for me.
you choose not to be here for me
im not as optimistic as you .
if i have to go, im sorry