31 january 2008

i 'm like saving up money like hell for that shoe.

i have to get my hand on it.

i 'm trying to smile apart from the fact that im emotionally disturbed.
brothers are always out of the house never there when parents argue.
dad, i have no idea of his whereabouts.
mum, she's healing, i hope.
as for myself i 'm still coping
i don' know if i can hold it any longer.
i wish i had a bf, to pour my feelings too
to hold me tight and tell me that everything will be fine.
i think i 've made a bad decision.
if i were to retake can i score.
i 'm having sleepless nights studying, understanding every single facts.
i hope that this time i will make it through.
but with the negative surrounding i 'm in, ts not convincing enough for me to
encourage myself.
i have no appetite due to this problem, moreover studying.
i can't even concentrate on what i 'm studying.


LIFE IS HARDER THAN I THINK.PERIOD




' my feelings for you are way over the sky.
but i guess, i put such high hopes on you.
that im left clapping with one hand' - faddy