back baybeh~

i have abandon this blog for far too long now
and since i became jobless thus gaining weight
i decide to start blogging.
i may not be great in recounts.
but however boring my day turns out to be.
i could not care less
cause in the end of the day no one is reading this pathetic whines of mine.

i was never good in love.
nor do i want to be at this age.still
some guys are weird like totally
they chat with you via phone,msn and some meet ups
and they declare they love you
and fyi mister,if i really love someone i won't type ily!
that is so cheap and its meaningless..
not sincere at all
and what make you think you're worth my love?
you don't catch my attention at all.
rather you turn me off.
what is love to you?
some infactuation you feel or a crush i guess.
till now, i myself, can't figure out what love really mean.
and your cheap talks ain't love.
you're just drown in desperation for a companion.
and honestly you're sweet talks are nothing but cheap entertainment


ok back to me..
been sitting at home.
merely doing nothing
accept eat,sleep, watch tv,and hog the comp
LIFELESS.word.
and the furthest i go is bedok north,blk 422
chet!
i must get a job sometime soon.
i wouldnt be please if i were to gain anymore weight





"i want a boyfriend who will make me laugh 24/7" -fadilah