"cupid shot me with his love arrow once again."

previous days has enlighten me in every way
although, i rot at home,
but still someone never fails to make my day
simply by texting me.
and my handphone will never be silent again.
ceybA~!

every 1.50pm,
bedok town students will create noise pollution
at my void deck.
and its getting on my nerves cause i want to sleep.
listening to your LOUD trance music..
cheeky girls shouting here and there.
an instance of a public nuisance.PERIOD
i miss math like truckloads.
i miss doing algebra.
i miss doing chemistry experiments.
but most of all i miss christopher phua
i miss you stupid dance moves.
and your jokes.
i miss the gang fights my matrep ex will get involve with.
i made a promise to myself no more matreps from now on
no matter how sweet, caring they are.those are sweet talks and cheap shots
to get attention from a girl.

and i can't believe i was once a fool over a matrep, who NEVER gives me happiness
but all thats gonna change,i guess.
"YAKIN MAU LEBIH"

i miss the 'sape last anak babi ' clique
throughout sec 1 till graduation
we were always together through thick and thin
despite multiple arguments and not being in the same class.
i miss the sexyback jokes.haahaha busted
aww..

i think its time for me to quit smoking
i want to reproduce after marriage
i want have twins of a boy and a girl
or
just two lovely kids, a boy and a girl
the boy will have my husband's facial features.and the girl mine of course
i wouldn't want to suffer harmful disease when im old,frail and weak
i certainly would not like to be a burden.
but well, all this takes time.
i can't just quit immediately
i need to learn control my temptations and whatever
hence, i will quit eventually


& i think im blabbering too much here.
i need to repair my digital camera.
but dang! im lazy to even lift my butt and take my shower
the toilet is chanting my name again, and so is mum




"YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE,
& IM ADDICTED TO YOU"
- fadilah

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