things running through my mind.
that is better left unsaid.
but i can't help it.\\
yes sometimes we wanna experience everything.
from drinking, to clubbing, to drugs, to smoking, to having sex.
i cannot deny i too have done 4 out of the five things listed.
but when i think of it, i achieve nothing doing this.
it is just me being stereotypical about life.
i always thought life being 18 was all this shit.
but after observing how disappointed my mum was,
i finally realise thet all this was just an honest mistake.
for sure smoking will be a bit difficult for me to quit.
considering the surrounding that im always in.
but trying won't harm.
dear friend, whoever you are or you might be
i might not have experience life in your shoes
but trust me what you are doing now, will not only hurt you but also people
that surrounds you.
trust me i want to help.
but i have run out of advices.
in this kind of things you can only help yourself\
as a friend i have done my part
its up to you now.
to say that i'm disappointed, that i've given up i would be stating the obvious.
if you want to continue doing what you have been doing by all means go ahead.
think it through, is it really worth it?
is this what you really want?
will it really help you solve your problem?
at the end of the day, you're the one who suffer,not us.
life is too short,do you really want it to go to waste?
i know im in no position to say all this, cause i ain't an angel myself.
but im doing this as your friend,i hope you really think it through.
people change,unexpectedly
