death

death its something inevitable,
when kyn lost the person she love.
i was like why haven't she move on
now i will go through it myself
then i will answer my own question.
when you're getting close to death do you get cranky
and make everyone hate you?
because they will hate you now, but when you finally go
they will be the one who cry till their tears dry up.

dad,
you're like my first love
my first boyfriend.
i never imagine the day would finally arrive
you're 62 and i know how you re tired of living
the hard life, the hard way
but please fight one battle for me
and even if you fail i know you've tried
you've tried your very best
when i was young,
you shower me with love and gifts
even till today
you rarely scold me nor hit me
all due to an incident
when you hit me and i said you didn't love me.
i've been a very bad daughter
but i dont regret doing all that behind you
cause thats how my life is suppose to be
i rather keep it from you then hurt you
you would not like it if you see me crying
you have always thought me to be emotionally strong
and not let others bully me, especially guys
i love you, wont be the greater of the greatest word right now
but i really love you.
one more battle to fight before its time.